Do any of you realise how hard it is to not worry about body image while at the beach?
Ugh I’ve been at the beach for a week now and my insecure self is really getting to me. I mean who wouldn’t be intimidated by a bunch of girls with perfect tanned bodies strutting there stuff in front of all the cute guys.
I came to the beach fairly confident about my figure. I SAID FAIRLY. I don’t think I’ll ever be 100% confident but I was happy to show a bit of skin, but now seeing all these flat tummy girls its put me off.
IM LIKE NO I MUST COVER ALL MY SKIN.
It makes me mad. That people care about what they look like. People these days care about looks more personality.ITS UNFAIR. Looks shouldn’t matter.
Like you don’t even have to have a good personality I mean as long as your hot your all good.
Sorry if anyone finds this offensive I’m not trying to be I mean it’s not your fault your attractive you just have a good DNA.
Okay I’m getting side tracked
My mum always says your beautiful and stuff but tbh it doesn’t make me feel better because she is the only one who even says this.
It makes me so fucking angry that people bace popularity on looks.
Teenage life ugh.
I feel confident with how I look then I see the mirror and it brings me to tears. I don’t look like anything like I feel like. I look discusting.
I have a bit if a tummy which I trying to get rid of but it’s hard because I love me food.
I mean I do heaps of exercise. Run every morning, gymnastics two days a week and gym one day a week, I just eat heaps
Like today I went surfing really early and I was changing into my wetsuit but all I had was a bikin on. At that moment I felt so ashamed of my body as a group of toned girls and guys walked past.
Anyway I’m really tired. I’m sorry I don’t even know what this post is even exactly about I just needed to let some frustration out
Sorry if it’s written crap i haven’t read through it