All posts for the month April, 2016

It’s my fault. 

Published April 29, 2016 by radicalmermaid

Hey, guess who’s back?
So this week has been a pretty shit week to say the least. And I mean I only had three days of school because Anzac pubic holidays but those three days have left me in tears everyday after school.

I fucking hate girl drama.
Okay let me explain to you guys because I really need to get it all out
So we had a really tight group of five of us. It was me and my really good friend from a while with three other girls we have come really close with recently
Anyway my friend from ages got into a misunderstood fight with one of the other girls that spilt the group in half. I was kinda in the middle but because I had soccer training and production at lunchtimes I didn’t have much time to decide who to hang out with. Anyway long story short the girl who I’ve been friends with for ages pushed my away and stopped talking to me. I guess it was partly my fault I mean when I went and asked why she hated me she said I didn’t stand up for her. But I’m the biggest scaredy cat and I don’t like fights or confrontation. I didn’t know she needed standing up for. I wasn’t even sure what was happening but no from one stupid mistake I’ve made i have lost so many friends.

you don’t even know how horrible it is to see people you called your friends last week glare at you in the hallway. I just wanna crawl up in a corner and cry. But I can’t,
She told me she didn’t want to be friends. I lost so many of my friends just because I didn’t pick a side properly. I just want to all be friends again bug that won’t happen. Last night I cried to my mum. It was pathetic but I really didn’t want to go to school today
hope everyone’s day is better than mine..


The life of an adverage teenage girl aka me

Published April 18, 2016 by radicalmermaid

Hello world, this is meeee ( did anyone else watch the saddle club)

ANYWAY I’m here to talk about my adverage life. Okay well yeah not the most interesting topic but you know it’s the best I could come up with on a Monday night while watching my kitchen rules.

So when I say my life is adverage I guess it’s not your typical “adverage”. I don’t go out to parties every weekend drinking and hooking up with guys. Not that that’s a bad thing I mean it’s just I’ve never even kissed anyone! Oh yes I’m the Virgin Mary. But I mean the adverage where I slave to late hours trying to finish homework, work 10 hours a week for low pay, have friend drama and try to do the best to not to kill my brother

I mean being adverage is not bad, I just hate how society puts you on a popularity level. Like have you noticed even before the first day of high school is over you already know who the popular people are like what!!

But anyway my brain is dead and I still have like years of homework


Cries slowly

Published April 7, 2016 by radicalmermaid

hey everyone sorry again that I haven’t really been active on my blog, I’m trying to post at least once a week which I know is pretty sad but I just have a lot on.

Oh and also I don’t know if I’ve mentioned this but a couple weeks ago I reached 250 followers! You guys are amazing I love you all xxxxxxxx

Anyway I came to a shocking realisation that I only have three days left of the holiday *cries* it actually makes me so sad. And today is the only day I properly have off because I’m working both Saturday and Sunday all day. I’m kinda nervous to go to work because I haven’t been for I think a week because I’ve been doing a lot of online training so I’m hoping I still know what to do and it’s not too awkward

Hope everyone’s had a good holiday/ school/ whatever else